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graduated from NUS in may 2006 with a bachelor of science degree. joined J.D. Power Asia Pacific since 22 may 2006 as a research associate in the data processing department. am a qualified driver who hardly has the chance to drive. loves singin' a whole lot, cos music is so important in my life. catching movies, blogging, cycling and donating blood bring joy to me too. this blog has been set up on 7 nov 2002, with loads of memories ever since.




Bolt
-14 dec 2008-
jurong point











01. TOKYO
[05 Aug 2006 ~ 11 Aug 2006]

02. BANGKOK
[23 Dec 2006 ~ 25 Dec 2006]

03. TAIWAN
[14 May 2007 ~ 23 May 2007]

04. BATAM
[14 Jul 2007]

05. GENTING
[28 Sep 2007 ~ 30 Sep 2007]

06. BINTAN
[24 Nov 2007 ~ 25 Nov 2007]

07. TAIWAN + HONG KONG
[23 Jun 2008 ~ 29 Jun 2008]


sinnette spree!
youth donor club
nuffnang
channel newsasia
technorati
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eiko
ethel
hweenee
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vivian
xianyin

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leslie
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min min
qiuyi
reithna
shanhe
andy




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- electronic drumset
- external hard drive
- N.U.M partytanks
- street directory
- my own car!!!




DECEMBER
07/12 standard chartered 10km run
19/12 party at night safari








qing
06 august 1984, monday
24+ years old
female
chinese
qualified driver since 15 aug 2005
one-star paddler
windsurfin' proficiency level 1
regular blood donor
leo/rat
O+ blood group
choa chu kang,sg


i_miss_snoopy@yahoo.com.sg


smurffygoh@hotmail.com


bukit view pri
instrumental ensemble
recorder
1991-1996

bukit panjang govt high
military band
percussion
1997-2000

national jc
symphonic band
percussion
2001-2002

NUS
2003-2006


metro @ paragon
salesgirl
07 dec 2000-31 dec 2000
(25 days)

snoopy place @ ps
server
10 dec 2002-12 jul 2004
(1 yr 7 mths 2 days)


propnex property
phone assistant
23 dec 2002-20 jan 2003
(28 days)

viet lang @ chijmes
server
21 jul 2004-24 jul 2004
(4 days)

green brew @ singtel recreation club
customer service crew
30 aug 2004-04 nov 2005
(1 yr 2 mths 5 days)

munchie monkey cafe @ yusof ishak house
customer service crew
senior human resource executive
(crew leader)
09 oct 2004-03 may 2006
(1 yr 6 mths 24 days)

spageddies @ paragon
customer service crew
05 dec 2005-09 dec 2007
(2 yrs 4 days)

J.D. Power Asia Pacific @ shenton way
research associate (data processing)
22 may 2006-current


S.H.E
jay chou
stefanie sun
fish leong
lin jun jie
fan wei qi


music
singing
blogging
movies
cycling
jogging
badminton
sea sports
donating blood
mahjong
travelling


(1) so close
(2) mr. & mrs.smith
(3) finding nemo
(4) love actually
(5) step up


eggs
curry
fried beehoon
iced milk tea
yuan yang
soyabean milk
iced-blended mocha
iced-milo
iced peach tea
chocolates







我每天每天每天在想想想想著你
感谢地心引力 让我碰到你
世界這樣大而我而我只是隻小小小螞蟻
但我要盡全力全力全力保護妳
其实我也开始想调整自己
这次动了情 彷徨失措我不后悔
整个画面是妳 想妳想的睡不着
我的快乐是妳 想妳想的都会笑
我一定会呵护着妳 也逗妳笑
爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀
爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害
傻傻的陪着守着证明你值得
但我会笑着因为一切都值得
不属于我 我不会难过
你要记得 至少还有我
一直在 为你默默守候
没别的 只想说对不起
对不起 我真的爱你
不管你会怎么想
你怎么说 也不会改变我的决定
想给你听我的心跳
想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你 搭车想着你
不想难为你 又不想放弃你
决定告诉你 对不起对不起 我爱你
一想你 我的心就狂跳
读书想着你 听歌想着你
想你想你 也能成为嗜好
我想对你说 却害怕都说错
好喜欢你 知不知道?
越是幸福越害怕 怕它会结束
都怪我话不太会说 不能逗你开心
每当我一天一天更懂你
庆幸当初没放弃
我承认我 还是会爱着你
我遇见你是最美的意外
付出也可能看不到结果
我爱上让我奋不顾身的一个人
爱你 不需要原因
只要有一颗真心
付出去的感情 就算都没有回应
可以碰到你 已经觉得非常幸运
有天我一定会等到 生命里那位英雄
有天我一定会找到 被我的爱感动的人
喜欢 赖在你身旁
看你说话的模样
就算我们不能地久天长
喜欢 为了你而忙
看你开心的模样
就算没有 我想要的答案
睡梦里 梦见你
为何总是每个梦里有你
只有你 让我管不住自己
希望你 看出我一番心意
这一切 都是因为你
因为面对着你我才笑得甜蜜
因为身旁的你彻底占有我的心
爱像自投罗网般不能自己
不后悔疯狂爱你 不顾一切只为你
想和你 去海边看星星 想贴近你
只是想静静看着你 不做什么也没关系
有句话 我一定要连续四次讲给你听
那就是我爱你 我爱你 我爱你 我爱你
第一次有这种的念头
有好多心里话想对你说
鼓起了很大的勇气 想让你了解我
不想只遥远默默关心
或是在角落偷偷看着你
如果有很多人像我 也一样暗恋过
把你当成自己手中宝贝
想呵护着你 守候着你
我想痴痴照顾你到地球的尽头 想牵你的手
想大声的说 请让我爱你
我只想告诉你我深爱你已久
看你快乐就足够
世界一直在改变 我们也一直改变 对你的心不改变
问自己能给你什么 你已拥有一切
隐隐约约你知道我存在
也感觉到我的爱
不奢求你一定接受 先做个朋友
和我说说话 分享苦和乐 做你的朋友
不管晴日雨风都在那里 在为你守候
这是我承诺要给你的 你不需要回答我
还要多久
我才能在你身边
我最爱的那个你 让我给你甜蜜 为你挡风遮雨
唯一爱的就是你 要和你在一起
为你我什么都愿意
爱上你的微笑 一夜睡不着 怎么办才好
爱不到我最想要爱的人
忽然间发现自己
已深深爱上你 真的很简单
没有后悔 为爱日夜去跟随
我想要天天说天天说
天天对你说我有多爱你
不明白 为什么我不能放的开
我明白 在我心中你永远存在
尽全力送你全世界最好的
我只有真心而已 世界末日 我都不会离去
你笑我笨 我承认 对爱我没天份
但你应该知道 我会为你奋不顾身
你应该明白 我的真心有几分
无论走到什么地方 受多大的伤
有个人愿意为你分担
让我陪你吃苦 让我给你幸福
只不过想好好爱一个人
希望你能够被我感动
只要你能快乐我就足够
我也会紧张 有一点尴尬 怕你笑我自己在妄想
开始就知道 我们是不会有未来
但是我还是在期待
我也只能默默无奈
我真的无法控制我自己
你的影子不断出现在我的脑海里
我不愿失去最爱的你
是不是就要让我忘记所有美好回忆
难道非要让我完全放弃
渴望一直守护一个人的感觉
若你也想我 奇迹会出现
你知不知道 其实我也想了解你的一切
你的生日 你的兴趣还有你的新发型
我想说的我想做的都是为了你
每次见到你都是愉快的心情
仿佛广阔世界只剩了你我都可以
在这些日子里 有快乐也有哭泣
我爱你 好大的口气 自己都心虚
只会傻傻看你 话讲不完一句
还有谁让我目不转睛 除了你还是你
在这整个世界里 还有谁能挖掘我自信
连梦里遇见你 都会目不转睛
原谅我的情不自禁
这一句我爱你
说了千万遍在心里
想静静看着你的笑容
我的世界因为你而不同
好想好好爱你 这一句话只能藏成秘密
从今以后 如果你能快乐 就别管我想你
只要能够对你好 我都会做到
我可以继续付出
付出就够我满足
想让你明白 对你的爱 就像深深的大海
越是爱你越想躲你
靠太近就怕否定真心
越是躲你越想爱你
心被占据 是你让我着了迷
给了甜蜜又保持距离
笑我太傻太懵懂 或爱得太重
只为相信我自己 能永远对你心独ż 47;
哪怕爱情有伤痕 你还是我最思念的人
你是我这一生 这一生
最最最害怕去伤害到的人
虽然我并没有一身温驯的灵魂
但是我很愿意
做那个永远照顾你的人
我有颗不善言语的心
不要你什么 只要你快乐
再多的辛苦也都是值得
为了看你多一次微笑 我什么都舍得
为了换你多一次微笑 我什么都舍得
我会好好的爱你 傻傻爱你
不去计较公平不公平
傻到什么程度 我心里有数
我一直都在
你有很好的未来
再痛我也说 alright
我随时 stand by
我会拼命让你更满意
明知道爱你不会有结果 为何还如此执着
为你付出所有
请你听听我的心跳
每分每秒都是为了你
想要看你 想到疯掉
我还是珍惜 所有的事情
你知道 我要的不只是找个人来爱我
我在乎你的感受 越是在乎越不懂怎么做
我只想知道你快不快乐
好想念你微笑的眼神
我只是想听你的声音
你和我之间 刻着一条界线 不曾有改变
不应该爱的 还是爱了
一点点你的微笑 已经让我觉得温暖
创造些回忆
做疯狂的事情
太多的顾虑会破坏此刻的即兴
只想和你去淋一场吻雨 握着你湿热的手心
好想和你去淋一场吻雨 狼狈中有一丝甜密 就算引来 再多怪异目击
这一秒的世界 只属于我和你
为平凡的一天 增加多一点点乐趣
虽然还继续想你
虽然还依旧爱你
看起来又嫌多余
也曾想过躲进别人温暖的怀中
可是这么一来就一点意义也没有
我等的人会是谁 何时才出现
等你爱我 不管还要多久
只要你开口 我都愿为你守候
只要看见 你眼睛里有我 我就觉得很快乐
几乎每天梦到散着步和你聊
有一种幸福和美好
我感觉得到 却捕捉不到
有时候让情绪很糟
我爱得多么澎湃 只愿你能看得出来
喜欢你 想爱你 想说真心话
我只有深情 但请你收下
我只有痴狂 却不懂得方法
会永远体贴 永远守约 你肯让我爱你吗?
想看着你闹陪着你笑
想爱 就不能害怕会有伤痕
自从那天开始我认识了你
整个世界就变的有点不一样
你散发出来的那种自然的魅力
让我深深的对你着了迷 被吸引
爱 不可以伪装
我 变的默默的紧张
心 怎么小鹿在乱撞
为何手机还没有响
承认吧自己有多傻
爱上你 是我改不了 也不愿改的习惯
要放开 哪有那么简单
爱.简单
i'm sorry for me bugging you, sorry for being such a fool, god knows i've tried but i can't let go, i'm crazy 'bout you know who. i'm sorry for me needing you, sorry girl that you don't feel it too, i get the point, should be a man about it, i've never been good at that. forgive me for being me, i've tried to let go. i know you got a boyfriend, another man, another guy by your side, someone who hopefully treats you right, but you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend, that other guy, the only one who's allowed in your room to lay in your arms at night, now you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend. i'm sorry for me wanting you, sorry for not playing by the rules, but what would you do if you were in my shoes, feeling lost and blue. i'm sorry for me loving you, sorry for being such a fool, god knows i've tried but i can't let go, i'm crazy 'bout you know who. forgive me for being me, i've tried to let go. i know you got a boyfriend, another man, another guy by your side, someone who hopefully treats you right, but you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend, that other guy, the only one who's allowed in your room to lay in your arms at night, but you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend. another man is by your side, i hope he treats you right, i wish i was the only one to lay in your arms at night, but you can't blame a guy for trying, now what else can i do, and how i wish that my prayers, thoughts and dreams would become a reality. i know you got a boyfriend, another man, another guy by your side, someone who hopefully treats you right, but you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend, that other guy, the only one who's allowed in your room to lay in your arms at night, now you don't know how much i wish that i was your boyfriend. i know you got a boyfriend, i hope he can treat you right, but don't you know, how much i want to be your boyfriend.
Thursday, November 30, 2006
SUSHI TEI.

quite a slack day! =)
more or less in control of the workload already
left at 6pm with Yongmin
& we went down to town

had dinner at sushi tei @ ngee ann city (my first!)
i really didn't care much - juz took whatever that looked appealin'
& we ended up with a $77+ bill! OMG.
freakin' expensive la! gosh.
but couldn't deny it's really YUMMY
sashimi!!! *droolx*


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Wednesday, November 29, 2006
19TH BLOOD DONATION.

i did it! i did it!
finally had my blood donated!!! =)
my 19th time completed before november ends
YESH!
wahaha
made a rush down to NUH blood donation centre at 6pm
& everythin' went so smoothly
oh yeah

work was fine
except for the first half of the day,
some of us couldn't enter the system, had no access to the shared drives
terrible!
anyway, it recovered later
& Rebecca is on leave
=/

met up with Wei Wei & Keith after my blood donation
at lot 1 for ktv!!! hoho
kbox was celebratin' its 4th anniversary
so it was quite cheap!
we sang till midnight before goin' home


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Tuesday, November 28, 2006
PHOTOS COMIN' UP!

OT-ed till 11pm AGAIN
gosh.
was feelin' SO sleepy the entire day
kept dozin' off while checkin' stuff
YAWNX.

our seatin' arrangement in the new office next year was made known to us
don't mind my place EXCEPT
1) it's still NOT a window seat, boo.
2) Syam won't be sittin' within our department anymore, SOBX.

lots of photos (from my company's dinner & dance & Andrew's weddin') comin' up!
=)


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Monday, November 27, 2006
MUSTAFA!

我们怎么了
落泪以前再看一眼
你模糊侧脸
这会不会是最后纪念
我凝视你而你凝视 窗外的阴天
一句抱歉都僵在嘴边
我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否 住着伤口
我想不透 我们的爱怎么了
雨下过以后
是否 能让什么 复活
你的笑脸还在胸前
晃动着昨天
为何回忆会让人晕眩
如果我们继续向前
走进雨里面
会不会有溶解的危险
明明从前
连争执都很甜美
现在怎会
说句话就弄痛一边



did a crazy thing today
OT-ed till 11pm (nahx, this is not crazy)
then took a train to marriott hotel to meet Wei Wei!
Keith then came & picked up us
& drove us to mustafa for shoppin'!
hoho
bought some tidbits & stuff
interestin'
we then went wen dou shi @ geylang for a super heavy supper!
had so much
yumx.

reached home at 230am
how to get up tomorrow?!?
-.-zZz


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Sunday, November 26, 2006
BE THANKFUL.

really like this email from Seok Chuan
hmmx.

Life Is A Gift

Before you complain about the taste of your food -
Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife -
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.

Before you complain about life -
Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children -
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep -
Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive -
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And before you complain how tired you are about your job -
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down -
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And Fulfill it.


i can actually come up with more of such lines::

Before you complain about how slow your internet is, how easily spoilt your handphone is -
Think of people from the third world countries who cannot even afford one.

Before you complain how little sleep you are gettin' -
Think of those who have to work 24 hours day in, day out, to make ends meet.

Before you complain how borin' & meaningless your life is -
Think of the dyin' - who are fightin' hard for juz one more breath.

Before you complain how naggy your parents are -
Think of orphans who have never felt love from their parents.


i'm still tryin'
to be thankful, be appreciative
of EVERY LITTLE SINGLE THING in life
even bein' able to open your eyes & get up in the mornin' -
be thankful that you didn't die in the middle of the night
& be thankful that you can still see
& be thankful that, singapore is still at peace
goin' to work -
be thankful that you can still walk,
be thankful that you are still employed,
be thankful that you still have certain skills
squeezin' with everybody at a hot, crowded hawker centre durin' lunchtime -
be thankful that you still can afford a meal,
be thankful that there is still food around,
be thankful that your body can still take in food itself

it may seem ridiculous
cos it is human nature to take things/ people for granted
we juz gotta try
=)

it's sunday
& i worked the entire day at spageddies
haven't worked split-shifts for a long time
cos i feel it's really a waste of time (to have that super long un-paid break in the middle)
oh well, once a while bah
but it was not too bad
at least time flew
cos it was so busy for both lunch & dinner shifts
whew!

failed to donate blood today again
=(
cos i really couldn't get up any earlier than 10am
sighx.
don't know why
it takes SO MUCH EFFORT to get one blood donation done
planned to donate on friday? ended up OT-ing.
planned to donate on saturday? there was a thunderstorm.
planned to donate on sunday? i couldn't get up on time.
shucks.

我搞不懂 我们到底怎么了。。


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Saturday, November 25, 2006
ANDREW - JUZ MARRIED!

juz back from Andrew's weddin' dinner!
as i've said,
this is my first time attendin' with friends & not with my family
met up with Rebecca, Yongmin & Pei Chin at orchard station
& walked to york hotel (which was so ulu!)

so sweet.
really sweet.
love to see those lovin' photos of newly-weds
happily in love =)
Andrew even sang 爱很简单 to his wife on the stage
aww~
Andrew will definitely make a good husband
there were some chinese songs played durin' the dinner - nice!

congrats congrats
happy for him!

was intendin' to catch a movie after the dinner
with Rebecca, Qiuyi, Pei Chin, Cathy, Kelly
but plans changed
& we all went home instead
sighx. =/

oh oh
i went to highlight my hair this mornin'!
took more than 2hrs
gosh. zZz
also went to collect my race entry pack (for the half-marathon run) with Seok Chuan & her friend, Val
cool stuff!
thanks to seokie for bringin' it home for me! =)

爱 - 真的很简单吗?


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Friday, November 24, 2006
...

didn't intend to OT today
intended to donate blood today
haix.
oh well..


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Thursday, November 23, 2006
DUMB - MY MIDDLE NAME.

笨蛋
冰箱结霜咖啡滚烫
煮不好最简单的早餐
我的生活是一团混乱

维持单身感觉茫然
喜不喜欢习不习惯
我总是说不出个答案
一个人来又一个人往
怎么让他流连忘返
我不想当笨蛋
我在墙上写满渴望

我可以大哭一场
房间还是空空荡荡
我绝对不逞强
该属于我任其自然
可是我也要安全感

在某个适当程度的主张
纵然是了解眼光也是温暖
每个早上都想赖床
没有梦是最让人沮丧

我的眼睛盯着天花板
也跑不出任何对象


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Wednesday, November 22, 2006
SIX MONTHS.

half-year anniversary!!!
(nahx, not boyfriend, muahaha)
with J.D. Power!
haha
joined this company exactly 6 months ago
kidda like this place
nice people (mostly), challengin' job tasks
i don't dread goin' to work at all!
but of cos there are times that suck totally
ha~
still, it's been an enjoyable 6 months stay
i've learnt::
- to be really, really, REALLY careful in whatever i do
- to check & check & DOUBLE-CHECK my work!
- to ask someone else to check & DOUBLE-CHECK my work!
- to learn from mistakes
- never assume, never take anythin' for granted
- to ask whenever in doubt
- to work as a team, to lend helpin' hands
- approval doesn't really mean anythin' after all
- to document EVERYTHIN' i do
- to prioritise, to keep up with schedules
- it's never possible to please everyone
- to spot an extra dot anywhere, everywhere
- to manage hundreds of emails everyday
- there's no such thing as 'nothing to do'

it's a good FIRST job after graduation! =)

left at 6pm & went home to catch project superstar!
wootx.


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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
MONOTONE.

说我爱你
从男人的心里
是最难得到诚实的秘密
说你愿意
靠在我肩的你
是最难抗拒动人的回忆
你扬起的嘴角
给我爱情的动力

汪汪的眼睛
瞧不出你孩子气
看着我在你眼里
你甚是如此肯定
那就是我一直等待着美丽
我承认我爱上你的美
你的脸和你的眉

让我面对自己 无法再自恋
oh baby
我承认我爱上你的美
你仍却雨中失眠
让我爱到想恋心一样的醉
我才发现
看你泛红的脸说出模糊的话语
我的心只听见你心里的黑影
睡不能睡 脑海都是你画面
oh 倾覆吧 我间接里的相恋
我承认我爱上你的美
你的美没有虚伪
让我爱你爱到忘了我是谁

oh baby
因为你我爱上夜的黑
想付出 我让你听
开向你为我设的专署路线
终于看见
我承认我爱上你的。。



the day juz dragged on
everyday is juz like any other day
everyday i'm juz waitin' for somethin' to happen

怎么有一种酸酸的感觉。。


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Monday, November 20, 2006
ANTICIPATIN'.

monday BLUES.
blue blue blue~
super blue ah!

some upcomin' "events" in my life::
- the long-anticipated 19th blood donation!!!
woohoo.
gonna hit the BIG TWO soon
WEE! =)
most probably rushin' down to the blood bank this friday after work
(since it closes at 8pm on fridays)
OR, if that is not possible (due to OT & what-have-you),
then i'll have to get up extra early on sunday
& get my blood out before reportin' to spageddies for work
=P

- Andrew's weddin' dinner this saturday!
at york hotel!
my first time attendin' one with FRIENDS
good food, good company hopefully
=)

- the not-so-anticipated standard chartered 21km run!
on 3 dec
oh gosh.
i seriously don't think i can even complete it
no no no
gotta try, gotta try!
juz keep stitches, stomachahe, ankles-ache, headache & whatever-ache AWAY from me!
Vivi, Seok Chuan - we'll JIAYOU together!

- meet-ups with friends!
waitin' for my buddies who're still strugglin' in NUS
to finish their exams!
then we can finally meet-up for dinner, movies, KTV (!!!) or somethin' ya?
callin' out to Sharon, Yih Hong, Huiyi, Wee Perng, Amanda, Huiying!
peanuts gang - Mei Qing, Siew Wai, Ethel, Liping, Gynn, Xianyin! dead?!? I MISS UNCLE SAM!!!
& Wei Wei! you still owe Tow Liang & me a meal! =P

- bangkok trip this christmas!
lalala
a short family getaway
away on SQ, to a four-star hotel
but before that,
there'll be spageddies's x'mas party on 16 dec
(budget:: $15 & above, any ideas?!?)
& our-very-own gifts exchange among friends & colleagues
most probably on 22 dec
Yongmin! execute your plan!
wahaha

& next year,
my sister is turnin' 21!
J.D. Power is movin' to tanjong pagar!
(no more golden shoe, aww.)
i hope to travel! to genting highland, vietnam hopefully?

also, the phantom of the opera next year, anyone?


喜欢看你紧紧皱眉 叫我胆小鬼
对你哎呀呀呀~ 我有点胆怯
你在你的世界 笑我无所谓


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hey im so honoured to be in ur list haha..i can't wait for a temporary end to this misery man!tanjong pagar..hmm..if im not wrong the hawker centre there has great food!and waaah 21km ah?you r one tough chick...ehh when u training for it?jio me along when u run leh..i need some motivation!

Blogger qing::
hey hey shimei! hoho, we muz meet up for ktv mahx right? in the meantime, work hard! =)

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Sunday, November 19, 2006
DOUBLE-O-SEVEN.

juz wish i could laze in bed
& not get up, for WORK again
-.-zZz

the shift was slow & easy
whew.

wanted to go home rightaway
but decided to catch 007 - casino royale
hmmx.
packed with action of cos
but it was kidda confusin' - who're the bad guys, who're the good ones

watched 3 movies this week::
mon - flushed away
thu - step up
sun - 007 - casino royale
woah.
my recommendation is still --> catch STEP UP!


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Saturday, November 18, 2006
BACK AGAIN.

需要一点勇气
来跟你说对不起
他一直在你的心中
我还爱上你
知道这样不行
偏偏继续下去
怎么会有结果
是我想太多
没有方向看不清楚 在徘徊
我知道我一定 走不开
漫长的路 寂寞的夜
在心里面 哭泣的夜
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
我没有勇气 没有力气
真的无法离你而去
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
你身边 说爱你
需要一点勇气
来面对现在的心情
也许时间依旧
很快就忘记
知道这样不行
偏偏继续下去
怎么会有结果
是我想太多



once again,
i'm in the office on a bright saturday afternoon
haha
well i guess i can never run away from work
it runs in my family!
addicted to work?
wow. sad case.

Cathy was back too
as she had some major stuff to rush
poor girl
each of us took turns to tide over difficult times
i've had mine about a month back
& now it's her turn
jiayou!

met up with Seok Chuan
& went costa sands pasir ris for Pearline's 21st birthday party!
had so many 21st birthday parties this year!
(as if it's my batch turnin' 21)
guess i have more 1985 friends than 1984?
haha


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Friday, November 17, 2006
DINNER & DANCE.

quite a stressed-up day at work
haix.

wanted to leave at 4pm for tonight's dinner & dance
but there were juz too many things to do
a bunch of us rushed off at 6pm for the chartered bus
which brought us to sentosa!
where we had our dinner & dance at rasa sentosa, the waterfront lawn
usually dinner & dance is formal
but our theme was beach wear!
most of us juz wore our usual friday wear anyway

we took a lot of photos upon reachin'
hoho
the host was Benedict Goh!
it started gettin' REALLY dark
there were juz a few spotlights around
but still not enough
we could hardly see what we were eatin'
haha
it was buffet dinner!

then there was a karaoke competition
-.-zZz
was sabo-ed to go up & sing
piangx.
this is my FIRST time ever, performin' in front of a crowd
Ela & Gerald were the other 2 from my company who also sang
took a long time to choose what to sing
cos most of the songs were SO OLD!
but i found jie tuo in the end
wahaha
so easy to sing! =)
luckily no one could tell my voice was shakin'! haha
enjoyed myself though
collectin' pots of plants from my "fans"
muahaha
one guy from the organisin' committee even asked for my autograph
ha!
-.-"
but it's really nice to see my fellow colleagues all standin' & wavin' while i was singin'

Gerald & i were the eventual winners
hoho
we decided to split the prizes ($80 cash + wine opener)
=)

won none of the 22 lucky draw prizes! boo.

it ended earlier than expected (1030pm!)
took the train home
sighx.


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Thursday, November 16, 2006
STEP UP!

fabulous!
step up (the movie) is excellent!
caught it with Huiyi at lot 1
we saw the preview when we watched john tucker must die
& made up our minds to catch this when it's released
haha
& indeed, it turned out to be GOOD
although initially, it's kidda hard tryin' to understand what they were sayin'
the music in the movie is so good
that the soundtrack is sold out at every music store in lot 1
(we went to hunt for it right after the movie)
a show about dancin' (darn good choreography), dreams, fightin' for what you want, love, friendships
the dance moves ranged from ballet, modern, to hip-hop
love the combination
& not forgettin',
the male lead is so good-lookin'! =P

watch this clip, taken from the finale of the movie::
(i almost wanted to applaud when it ended!)



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Wednesday, November 15, 2006
PAYDAY!

i like this MV!!!
& of cos the song too



work was ok
good good
had many little things to rush
so i OT-ed!
first time this week, haha
but till 930pm only
cos my senior manager kept askin' me to go home
=/
i really don't mind workin' till 11pm!!!
=xX
i muz be crazy

it's finally PAYDAY!!!
woohoo.
almost had to resort to eatin' grass
haha

juz wanna pass each day peacefully.


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haha yar u r still the most hardworking girl i ve ever known...!

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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
DUM.

went out with Rebecca, Qiuyi, Min Min after work
to far east plaza
then dinner at the food court at meridien hotel

SO SLEEPY!


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Monday, November 13, 2006
WEI, SHENG RI KUAI LE.

Wei Wei, happy birthday!!!
=)

caught a movie - flushed away with Vivi after work
a typical cartoon
juz a little entertainin'
but i wouldn't recommend you to watch!

i'm so glad, so relieved
=)
please, no second time please


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wahhkao ehh.watchh dat cartoon..very sarkk rites?-.-

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Sunday, November 12, 2006
SLAMMED.

ok, half of today was WORK again
at spageddies
freakin' slam again
whew
time flew though
that's good

Qiuyi, Min Min & Min Min's boyfriend, CY came spageddies for dinner
i joined them too, after my shift ended
shopped around with Qiuyi after dinner
then even went along with her to meet her friend, Jin Zhong for coffee
at coffeebean @ westmall
chilled till 11pm before goin' home!

finally,
it's monday.


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Saturday, November 11, 2006
SAT:: WORK.

comin' back to work on a saturday
(for a 5-day week company)
is as if the world stops to wait for you,
to allow you to catch-up
=)
you can peacefully finish your work,
play your favourite music
there'll be absolutely no interruptions,
no meetings to attend,
no new mails received (new mails = new tasks)

& gettin' your work approved
is as if you pass an exam in school

the thunderstorm,
the heavy rain,
sighx.

worked the dinner shift at spageddies
& it was SUPER BUSY
sales was over $10k
woah.
could get to choose our own staff meal! yeah! =)
dilly-dally so much, that Zoey & i missed our last train
we ended up takin' cab home from marsiling
-.-zZz

天上的眼泪
他好像懂我的心碎


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Friday, November 10, 2006
SOMETIMES, I JUZ.

sometimes, i juz don't know,
how could i have done things in a better way
sometimes, i juz don't know,
how to not let assumptions take over me
sometimes, i juz don't know,
why am i always gettin' things wrong
sometimes, i juz don't know,
how to show that i'm truly sorry
sometimes, i juz don't know,
why things have to turn out this way
sometimes, i juz don't know,
how to protect myself
sometimes, i juz don't know,
what's wrong with me
sometimes, i juz don't know,
how to be firmer, stronger

sometimes, it's not my intention,
to hurt, to upset
sometimes, it's not my intention,
to forget things
sometimes, it's not my intention,
to miss that out

bec, i'm sorry. =(

sometimes, i juz want,
not to be mean
sometimes, i juz want,
to be nice
sometimes, i juz want,
to be who i am
sometimes, i juz want,
not to give a damn about what others say
sometimes, i juz want,
to be happy everyday

sometimes, i juz wish,
people will treat me the way i do to them
sometimes, i juz wish,
i could turn back the hands of time
sometimes, i juz wish,
a chance could be given
sometimes, i juz wish,
i am not such an idiot
sometimes, i juz wish,
i don't have to go through all these
sometimes, i juz wish,
i am not such a disappointment

sometimes, i juz don't understand,
why people are so particular about gainin' credit for themselves
i mean, we are a team, aren't we?
it's true that projects are ASSIGNED to us specifically
but, does helpin' kill?
does it matter, at the end of the day, who did this/ that?
the credit goes to who?
shouldn't we be focusin' on growin' as a team?
helpin' one another along the way?
haix.

life's tough.

i really, really hold great respect for my manager - Syam
he's the one who's always standin' by me
to ensure i get things right,
to answer any kinds of queries i have
really don't know how would i have been without him
he would OT with me, to help me get the data finalization done
he's ever SO patient with me
ever so patient in explainin' everythin' clearly till i understand
he's very humourous as well,
it's been really fun to have him sittin' juz beside me (lucky me!)
he would never throw his temper,
never scold me even when i make stupid mistakes
rather, he'll find out why i make certain mistakes
& teach me the proper stuff
he knows i don't like talkin' to certain project managers,
& he will talk to them for me
so touched.

at this moment in time,
i really need this kind of support
Syam, you won't see this, but i still wanna say,
THANK YOU.


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Thursday, November 09, 2006
EXHILARATIN'!

broke my record!
reached the office darn early today - 730am!
woohoo.
cos i couldn't do OT today
& i had so many things to rush!
so i wanted to reach early to rush them

BUT!
at 8am, my senior manager called me
& asked me to help a colleague work on somethin' else
so that we could get it out before lunch
(aHhHhHhH..)
but at least i got to skip the weekly meetin'
haiyo.

lunch was at rabbit with the admin people! hoho
i had my huge chawanmushi again of cos =)

sleepy sleepy afternoon!
managed to leave at 6pm+
wahaha
went marina square with Rebecca & Qiuyi
before goin' to meet Tow Liang for dinner

we went hog's breath cafe @ chijmes
this cafe has taken over the old viet lang's site!
even the interior looked rather the same
this place is famous for its steak
so we tried it!
but it's over $30+ per steak! OMG.
Tow Liang treated me though, hoho, XIE XIE!
we also had a combo starter - which has vege potato skins!
mmm~


@ hog's breath



the menu



freakin' fillin'.


we went marriott hotel to look for Wei Wei!
hey girl, birthday's comin' wor! =)

Tow Liang then sent me home
ON HIS BIKE!!!
wootx.
it's been more than a decade since i last rode on one
(my dad rode a bike when i was very young. i remembered i was fetched to school on a bike!)
whew, it was..
EXHILARATIN'!!!
the chilly wind, the speed, ...


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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
MMM..

sometimes i don't get it
why do people come to work feelin' so HEATED?
the day juz started bright & fresh
but some are already flarin' temper
sighx!

& i sometimes i also don't get it
why do people criticise at everythin'?

at 3pm today
so much work poured in
i really thought i had to do OT!
even cancelled an appointment with a friend
but surprisingly,
i managed to pia everythin' by 6pm!
wahaha.

received this huge mail from NUS::


LONG survey!



christmas' round the corner (do you smell it?)



& this is the FIRST TIME,
THE FIRST TIME in my life,
receivin'..


a RED BOMB!!!


woohoo, my manager, Andrew is gettin' married! =)


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i got the employment thing by email leh.. got a site to do the survey... haha

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Tuesday, November 07, 2006
BLOGGIE'S 4TH BIRTHDAY
happy 4th birthday, BLOGGIE!

woohoo,
it's been 4 years since i started this site
WAH.
still remembered i started it in the midst of my 'A' levels
hoho
my 1 year 7 months 2 days in snoopy place,
my 1 year 2 months 5 days in green brew,
my 1 years 6 months 24 days in munchie monkey,
my 3 months class 3 drivin' course,
my entire 3 years in NUS,
my tokyo trip,
are ALL IN HERE
wootx.
it has accompanied me through my schoolin' years
& now into the workin' world!
love you, bloggie! =)

cravin' for spinelli's HOT vanilla latte.
& i had it! wahaha, yumx.

work was ok
didn't OT today
kidda not used to it
ha.


5 things i'm really bad at::
1. DIRECTIONS!!! i can come out of a shoppin' mall's toilet, not knowin' to turn left or right. & i can go down to the wrong mrt platform (oops) when i don't pay attention to signs. but at least i can tell LEFT from RIGHT?
2. cookin'! i can't cook for nuts. can't even crack an egg properly.
3. drinkin' water (you muz be like 'eh?!' haha) - i always forget to drink! oops.
4. bein' assertive, to stand up for myself - i try not to make lives difficult for others, what for?
5. goin' home early -shrug-.

5 things i'm really good at::
1. workin' non-stop without feelin' tired
2. controllin' my temper aka patience - try me!
3. singin' for hours
4. startin' blogs for others & editin' everythin', anythin' at all
5. donatin' blood (haha, is this considered a skill?)



Do if MQ='sad'.
Recode MQ(else='happy').
End if.
Exe.


haha
been typin' SPSS syntax so much at work
that i'm goin' NUTS!
muahaha.
=P


到底要我怎么做才对。。
seems like everythin' i do is never right,
seems like nothin' i do is right.
here's a song, so apt::

do you ever feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel out of place?
like somehow you just don't belong
and no one understands you
do you ever wanna run away?
do you lock yourself in your room?
with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming
no you don't know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
you don't know what it's like to be like me
to be hurt
to feel lost
to be left out in the dark
to be kicked
when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
to be on the edge of breaking down
when no one's there to save you
no you don't know what it's like
welcome to my life
do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something more
before your life is over
are you stuck inside a world you hate?
are you sick of everyone around?
with the big fake smiles and stupid lies
but deep inside you're bleeding
no one ever lies straight to your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back
you might think I'm happy
but I'm not gonna be ok
everybody always gave you what you wanted
you never had to work it was always there
you don't know what it's like
what it's like
welcome to my life


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Monday, November 06, 2006
ROUND THE CLOCK.

start of another week!
gosh, i really work ROUND the clock
-.-zZz
weekends - i work
weekdays - i work till 11pm
where's my life?!?

tomorrow's my bloggie's BIG DAY!
=)


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Sunday, November 05, 2006
THIS CHRISTMAS.

is it too early to make christmas wishes now?
haha, i guess not!
it's november (blood donation month! CHEERS!)
& what's after november? DECEMBER!!!
i will be in bangkok from 23rd to 25th december though
(doin' christmas shoppin'? haha)
but santa, (& anyone who wants to play santa, hohoho) please listen to my wishes! =)

dear santa,
i've been a good girl this year, right? RIGHT?
(haha)
so here's my wishlist this year::
(do consider them!)


x snoopy place (but if you're givin' me this, can it come together with a time machine as well?)
x friends & family to be HAPPY everyday!
x myself to be happy everyday as well
x smooth-sailin' days at work
x an electronic drumset!
x a puppy (but can it die only after me?)

that's all i can think of at the moment
santa, please help!

with much thanks & love,
~qing



home-cooked lunch! haven't had one in a long time.



worked the dinner shift at spageddies
was quite busy lo! piangx.

others may be out to hurt you, to bring you down.
but it's cos of their insecurities that they are doin' it
don't feel hurt.
they can be really mean, really nasty.
but learn to love yourself.
there are so many people out there,
who love you for WHO YOU ARE,
who respect you, for WHO YOU ARE.
don't change yourself for people who aren't worth it
they'll have their lesson one day
don't worry about it.
everyone is unique.
& you are definitely someone special.
you may think you can never do anything right.
nasty people around you shoot arrows through your heart,
but BE STRONG.
prove to them, show them - WHO YOU ARE
& what you really can do
time will tell.
for the time being, JUZ BE YOURSELF.


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Saturday, November 04, 2006
CHEAP KTV!

我的心想唱首歌给你听
歌词是如此的甜蜜
可是我害羞 我没有勇气
对你说一句我爱你

为什么你还是不言不语
难道(是)你不懂我的心
不管你用什么方式表明
我会对你说我愿意
千言万语里
只有一句话能
表白我的心

千言万语里
只有一句话就
能够让我们相偎相依
我爱你 你是我的茱丽叶(茱丽叶)
我愿意变成你的粱山伯
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
把爱永远不放开
i love you
我爱你 你是我的罗密欧(罗密欧)
我愿意变成你的祝英台
幸福的每一天
浪漫的每一夜
美丽的爱情祝福着 未来



wee~
worked at spageddies in the afternoon
though it was quite busy for a period of time
i was still fallin' asleep
-.-zZz
but bec & Qiuyi dropped by! =)
heex.

met Wei Wei after work for ktv! yeah!
it was saturday night but it was freakin' cheap!
only $21 for the both of us, woo.
we then went back to spaggedies for a late dinner
cos she really wanted to eat vongole, haha
good la, i could also enjoy my meat sauce spaghetti! yumx.
also had an italian chocolate cake with 2 huge scoops of ice-cream! wah.
then we were soOoOo lazy, that we decided to take a cab home
=xX
super nua. haha


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Friday, November 03, 2006
NO OT!

the day started out slow
but went into a mad rush in the afternoon
so many freakin' things to do! gosh.
multi-taskin' like crazy
*faintx*

didn't OT today
chose not to, haha
went out with Rebecca & Qiuyi
we had dinner at swenson's!

Amanda shimei!
really could understand how you feel
you muz be strong & pull through ya
i almost died too, haha!
juz think of these as CHALLENGES
you'll fight them
it really ain't no easy task at all
sucks totally right?
jiayou jiayou
one day you'll be FREE like me! =)


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Anonymous shimei::
hey dearest shijie...thanks for the encouragement!but im really not so qiang..think that day will come soon...

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Thursday, November 02, 2006
BK DAY!

2 days ago, it was mac-day
today - was burger king day! haha
had that for both lunch + dinner lo
but i'm not complainin', cos it's so yummy! hoho

OT-ed again
the third day in a row
yawnx.
anyway i had nothin' to do at home! oops.
but i really need a good, LONG sleep
-.-zZz

& i had to work on both days at spageddies this weekend
saturday lunch shift (till 6pm) & sunday dinner shift
oh my gosh.


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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
DRAINED.

spoke relatively MORE durin' today's ops meetin'!
cos i was handlin' several projects that were at critical stages
really tryin' to manage everythin' to my best ability
whew
as long as i don't get scoldin' for NO REASON/ misunderstood
i really don't mind workin' super-duper hard at all
=)
& oh well, i OT-ed till 11pm again
ha.
-.-zZz
darn sleepy.

Yongmin is back from bangkok!
woohoo.
& i accidentally sent 10 BLANK sms to him
oh my 50cents!
hahah


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